Raya and dark rolling clouds..

Hi cham,

First of all...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!! Just wanna take the opportunity to say sorry for all the mistakes ive done to hurt or offend you, either intentionally or unintentionally. In other words...im sorry now...and if i do it again...i'll say sorry next raya...hahahaha..

How's your raya going so far? Mine has been going okay-ish. Well..there was the open house at ezah's mum punya apartment to look forward to masa 1st day raya...so thats not too bad. At least ada jua feel raya atuu..and there were kueh everywhere..haha. So i was pretty content and right now aku kanyang berabis..alhamdulillah. Hehe.

Apart from the festivities...ive been feeling pretty crappy. I don't know if its just because of raya away from home or not seeing or talking to u or being alone in this place or a combination of all of those but i feel so down.

And im waiting for my parents to call so i can properly cry and let it out so i'll feel better afterwards. Tapi so far, i havent had that yet. Mcm..id start but its not a full on cry fest so its a bit disappointing. Im left all disgruntled and stuff. Ish..

Its as if all week long a dark cloud has been hovering over my head, its thunderstorming and the cloud is getting heavier n blacker by the day but it hasnt reached its breaking point yet. Just needed to let that out coz my mind is a mess right now.

I dont mean to ruin ur raya mood..maaf zahir batin. Hehe. But yeah..thats my week so far...and it's not even the middle of the week yet. =S

I actually wanted to post a bunch of pictures dari raya celebration kami di liverpool ani, but i dunno how todo multiple images and have it not end up at the very top of the post.

Howd u do it cham? Please enlighten me...hehe

Anywayz...have a good raya and insyaallah i will see u sooner than u and i both think. Insyaallah.

Love you

Ciao bella